tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4290706929364565524.post7439775711936385849..comments2023-03-28T06:40:30.349-07:00Comments on The 'T" Word: The TRUTH behind the make pretend.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11937754778322086531noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4290706929364565524.post-10061225319344742722009-12-14T22:32:12.162-08:002009-12-14T22:32:12.162-08:00"I need help" Hi Tyra my name is Daymon ..."I need help" Hi Tyra my name is Daymon Henry an I have gave up on me my goals dreams and amhbtion I have thought of death of how life would be better off with me not existing. Im stressing ny hair is not growing my skin keeps breaking out, I hate my skin, I hate my body mass , I just dont have the strength to get up an stand , I feell lower then zero, I cant take the Agony of my life, An the death of my father I ask god why you take my Father why..?? why does my Mother hate me.? I have crawled into a shell beaneath the crust of hell , an just shut my eyes wishing that, I would disapear, I want too be none existing to life, My self I dont have nothing to live for, I dont have any one too except me for Damon Lee Henry. God took my dad over a cliff why? October 18,2009 is the day my Daddy died it was a cold night i was at home on my laptop applying for a job and my grandmother called an said in a low shallow voice hey baby did you see the news tonight, i reply no i didnt grand'ma she said oh not knowing what she was hiding untill an hour later her and my mom walked in the house as i greeted them they said honey shit down we have something too tell i thought to my self im in trouble they both grasped my hand an said daymon your daddy dead......<br /><br />I fainted as the my life flashed before my eyes an i wanted to die i never new this man an the only way is for me to die too talk too him that night my mom an them tried to control me but i wanted to take my life in replace of his how could this happen too me god take me my heart beat wont never beat the same i cant control my temper i lash out at every one my mom , my grandma , this is not me but feeding on my anger has made a dark heart inside me i blame my self for not having a father just dont get how much is on me i cant go to college cause i have no gudiance me dream of being a fashion designer is pointless me having a internship i have no passion for the arts no more i just want to die i need help i need to reach to people like me i need help sayingits gonna is not gonna help its not i have no fiath in life i tear up cause i feel less then whole i visualize my dad car going over that 100 foot cliff just laying there in the cold all alone no one to help him i felt his pain an i wont never forgive life for taking the person who made me i wont forgive my self i have a new family now that did no of me cause he never brought me around i was none existing too them but he knew i was here, my dad had me a little 8 year brother an the funny thing why i want to disappear is cause when we meet tra truthfully we bonded an he told me as i played with him your doing what daddy do tyra, that hurt im hurting im on the virge of self destroying an my daddy had me a little rother that i never meet but he stayed arounf the corner the whole time an i ride past there serval times this is the end for me why tyra i hate everything i do i have no dream i am no one. tina b please send this to your sister please henrylovechild@yahoo.comUnknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15804118295494489802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4290706929364565524.post-64544112338599411742009-12-14T22:25:50.795-08:002009-12-14T22:25:50.795-08:00"I need help" Hi Tyra my name is Daymon ..."I need help" Hi Tyra my name is Daymon Henry an I have gave up on me my goals dreams and amhbtion I have thought of death of how life would be better off with me not existing. Im stressing ny hair is not growing my skin keeps breaking out, I hate my skin, I hate my body mass , I just dont have the strength to get up an stand , I feell lower then zero, I cant take the Agony of my life, An the death of my father I ask god why you take my Father why..?? why does my Mother hate me.? I have crawled into a shell beaneath the crust of hell , an just shut my eyes wishing that, I would disapear, I want too be none existing to life, My self I dont have nothing to live for, I dont have any one too except me for Damon Lee Henry. God took my dad over a cliff why? October 18,2009 is the day my Daddy died it was a cold night i was at home on my laptop applying for a job and my grandmother called an said in a low shallow voice hey baby did you see the news tonight, i reply no i didnt grand'ma she said oh not knowing what she was hiding untill an hour later her and my mom walked in the house as i greeted them they said honey shit down we have something too tell i thought to my self im in trouble they both grasped my hand an said daymon your daddy dead......<br /><br />I fainted as the my life flashed before my eyes an i wanted to die i never new this man an the only way is for me to die too talk too him that night my mom an them tried to control me but i wanted to take my life in replace of his how could this happen too me god take me my heart beat wont never beat the same i cant control my temper i lash out at every one my mom , my grandma , this is not me but feeding on my anger has made a dark heart inside me i blame my self for not having a father just dont get how much is on me i cant go to college cause i have no gudiance me dream of being a fashion designer is pointless me having a internship i have no passion for the arts no more i just want to die i need help i need to reach to people like me i need help sayingits gonna is not gonna help its not i have no fiath in life i tear up cause i feel less then whole i visualize my dad car going over that 100 foot cliff just laying there in the cold all alone no one to help him i felt his pain an i wont never forgive life for taking the person who made me i wont forgive my self i have a new family now that did no of me cause he never brought me around i was none existing too them but he knew i was here, my dad had me a little 8 year brother an the funny thing why i want to disappear is cause when we meet tra truthfully we bonded an he told me as i played with him your doing what daddy do tyra, that hurt im hurting im on the virge of self destroying an my daddy had me a little rother that i never meet but he stayed arounf the corner the whole time an i ride past there serval times this is the end for me why tyra i hate everything i do i have no dream i am no one.Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15804118295494489802noreply@blogger.com